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As roskilde,as a small german village near the swis,they're not toursitic place,even not so many people knows them,as the countryside girls,maybe they're not pretty or interesting,but make you feel so comfortable and would like to spend time with her even don't want to leave.
As Venice,you thought you were crazy for her like the witch put the magic cantrip.Then you came times and times again,finally you realized it was just passion but not love,a few times later,you totally tired of this girl.
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In a coffee shop in Copenhagen,I met an interesting girl,we were talking and forget the time is flying.She said I am on the trip which I spend 3 months traveling around Europe.Then I said I have no plan,just spend 3 years traveling around europe.
Indeed,Long journey itself hurts.I am just so tired,so tired,totally exhausted.I wish I am the sun which has endless brightness and energy as the eternal passion.But too much farewell,too much hurts from the reality,too much passer by,the memory,the pain getting heavy and freeze my heart.I am not the sun,just a bright star---only with the brightness but without temperature.
---as the same name poem frm Keats --
Bright star, would I were stedfast as thou art---
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night
And watching, with eternal lids apart
The Chinese version Red river valley is much more touching,when I decided to leave China,in my farewell party,friends sang this song,the melody always repeatting around my mind and make my eyes watered.
"They say you are leaving your hometown,I shall miss your smile.your eyes are more shining than the sunshine,that brightens up our heart.Come and sit by side,don't haste to bid me adieu,please remember your hometown,and the girl that has loved you so true..Will you remember your hometown? you leave it stay in the loneliness and dreariness.O think of the fond heart you're breaking And the grief you are causing....'
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my tiny fear -[Photography]
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新做的一个video:)因为一些事情之前连续做了几个月的噩梦。然后我有了迫切的动机去做这个,那一声尖叫,似乎把我所有的负面情绪都宣泄出来了,所以making art is a need to express yourself 拍摄,导演,后期剪辑都是我做的。音乐素材编辑自sonic youth my tiny fear I wonder if we could go though the endless darkness,go though all the pain I wonder how Loud I am screaming that you can hear me how much noise I make that could cover all my hear how far we get lost that we could find the way home how many times that we're pretend we're strong that we could be real tough how many lies we tell that we could speak our inner truth loud ..... in the end of the world,there are four horsemen of apocalypse coming conquest,slaughter,famine,death. and love is the fifth houseman. .... in this lonely planet human being fight against with solitude for thousands year every tiny individual loneliness all the hidden inner weakness ..... if we fold the time line times and times again maybe we could meet them once again the one who has disappeared in our lives before ..... all you need is love all your fear is love
我在想,是否我们可以穿越无尽的黑暗 穿越所有的痛。 我在想 我要大声呼喊得有多响你才能听到我的声音 我要制造多少噪音才能淹没和填满我的恐惧 我们要迷失得有多远才能找到家的方向 我们要多少次假装坚强才能真正无坚不摧 我们要说多少次谎才能真正大声说出内心的真相 。。。 当世界末日来临的时候 四位上天的骑士来到毁灭人间 战争,屠杀,饥馑,死亡 然而 爱是第五个骑士 。。。。 在这个孤寂星球 人类与孤独斗争了几千年 每一个渺小的个体的孤单 所有被隐藏起来不可言说的内心的恐惧 。。。 所有你需要的,不过是爱 所有你恐惧的,不过也是爱 |
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Don't leave,pleas stay. -[梦呓─Deamer]
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5 years ago ,When I and Emma were on the way to Tibet (we went by hitch hiking almost 10 days to arrive in Lasha),Once we had stayed in Dali for a couple of days,that's a small ancient town and full of backpackers from all over the world.We alway went to a small cafeteria and the owner has a 4 years old mixed-blood boy called Kevin,the last day I went there to say goodbye.But Kevin said"I don't want ",we asked---'you don't want to say goodbye,or you don't want us to leave?" Kevin said"I don't want you to leave,please stay"So cute!!! Then a friend who stood beside smiled and said"hey,girls,you know,during the whole way to Tibet,I am sure there are a lot of people want you to stay there and don't leave' That's true,we met a lot of interesting people on the road and almost everyone wanted us to stay and don't leave.Some stories and finally we leave and kept walking on.Although someone was still in my mind,but we're just a passer-by. The principle on the road,the first rule should be"don't contact with each other after the trip" that he or she could just be your great memory and never fade out. Once I and he sat in front of DaZHAO temple who is the most famous one in tibet,we promised that when we leave tibet,we will delete each's number and be strangers forever. About 10 years on the road,there are a hug number of passers-by in my life:)they only left many stories and one word "don't leave". Few month ago I went back to my hometown,I really felt happy since I was involved in so many loves,from family,from friends,everyone said "please come back,we all miss you,please stay and don't leave" In the airport I was looking at my friend's back and really felt sad.There are so many love that can't make me stay,maybe because all the cities are too small and my dream is so wild. A friend sang a song for me ,the lyric is"I meant to rove everywhere that nobody should be my concern"--Vagrants' hearts belong to nobody,it's full of dreams and no space for anyone. Sometimes I really feel guilty to my parents,but I really don't know what's the difference between 'selfish' and 'Self- sacrifice’.Maybe I am quit selfish. 3 years life in italy.and finally you know I will leave.no concern and no pain.I don't know where is my future,but that must be far far away.Distance is always my belief.Don't say don't leave,we will meet somewhere.Keep walking and keep your head up:) There is a chinese folk song singing---far far away,there is a nice girl....:P |